Found out some news today about a good friend. A friend who I love and adore and consider a close friend . And yet I find out this exciting,life changing , earth shattering news from someone else. How very sad I feel to have not been told personally . We don't see each other often as our lifes have taken different paths but I truly thought I would be involved when this time came. I very irrationally feel like I've been dumped. I know that nothing has really changed and when we speak I'll feel stupid for being upset. But for now...I am hurt.